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I have not posted here for a while cuz I forgot about it and realized this is an outlet for my frustrations of stuff I cannot say elsewhere because I know that nobody reads this is basically just a personal note so what I'm saying is that my girlfriend doesn't actually believe that I've rejected all the pitfalls of society which is chasing status and what she approves of and I've actually pointedly I'm very proud of not being subject to the prides and showing this of showing off wealth in fact I pointedly display that I bought some from a charity shop by leaving the label on etc etc and I've been reading a lot of nature and shopenhower the nature one is probably spelled n i e t z e and shop an hour about the fact that they knew all about what women were like ages ago and I was right in my theory that the reason that the Arabs and certain cultures don't allow women into power is because they're fucking evil bitches and the reason they're back in now is because they're spend thrift a moral make life turbulent chaotic hell chardon Freud spend thrift showing off bullying other people with their wonderful holidays and perfect houses which all feeds into the corporate profit because they spend masses and money showing off their holidays in their houses and they lie cheap deceive and everything like that all the absolute moral pit of everything depravity prostitution vaginas the whole damn thing and it profits the corporations and the protocols of the elders of Zion are being fulfilled for the profit of them and my girlfriend potentially agrees and then she just completely forgets because she's not actually listening to just agrees with whatever I say for instance that's a very loud car I say being sarcastic because it's electric says oh yes it is loud I said no it isn't just no it isn't she's just human me the whole time not paying a fucking blind bit of interest in what I'm saying because he's a total masterist and she's only obsessed with her own image and what she can get from me.